The start of your 19th month also saw the start of a whole new calendar year and you rang it in with a bang, little girl! Lots of BIG changes for you and you’ve been taking it all in like a champ. Not only did we move into our first home as a family, you also started preschool two days a week and you’re the newest Pixie (that’s what they call the toddler group). The first three days at the school were rough emotionally for you (Nani was reminded of your mama when she started preschool!) but luckily you found comfort in the teachers and would want to be held all day which they said was a good start. By day four your teachers were amazed that after your nap you joined the other Pixies at the coloring table, you helped water the garden, and you showed your independence by taking a book to a bench in the garden and reading by yourself. They couldn’t believe that this was the same Sirena! So even though this big change has been an emotional roller coaster for your little self, overall it has been great for you because Daddy and I already notice a huge change in your vocabulary and singing and we can only imagine how much more you are going to develop over the coming weeks and months.
For all of the millions of things that you learn from me, Daddy, family, friends, teachers, etc. every day there are also some major things that you have taught me in your short existence on this planet and one of those things really became clear to me this past month. For whatever reason I have always cared a lot about what other people think and that has, for better or for worse, translated into me caring about what other people think of you. It takes you a while to warm up to new people and situations. When you would cling to me and cry when someone else (even family) would try to hold you, I used to find myself making excuses for you: “She didn’t get her full nap today, she’s tired,” or, “She’s teething and hasn’t been feeling well lately.” When it comes down to it, though…you are who you are and there is no reason to make excuses for that. You are 100% genuinely Sirena in every moment of the day and that is something to be honored instead of dismissed. I’ve since stopped making excuses for you and I’m doing my best to allow you to just be you. So thank you for one of the many lessons that I’m sure you’re going to teach me in this lifetime together.
We are so excited for all of the amazing memories we are going to make in our new home, all of them including you and your sweet, incredible self.
New words this month: “Beeee” (airplane), “Mo-mo” (more), “Ya-ya” (snack), “Oh, Daddy” (you say this when you are sad and want Daddy to pick you up, it reminds us of Shirley Temple)
First photo in your new room (your Auntie Brianne and I painted those clouds on your wall!)
See past photos in her mini armchair here: